Game Off

I was thinking about becoming an application maintainer in the wine Application database for Renegade, since there is only like one guy there helping out with it, and he hasn't done anything on it. I know its going to take some work, but it would be totally worth it for my self esteem to have something to work on and to provide something useful to the community, which is what I have been striving to do since the beginning.

I can't do it now, I must wait until I at least finish my finals and get a decent job to support myself. Life will never be the same again after high school ends. I can remember those endless summers I am so fond of. I used to think of them as deserved, everybody needs something like that where they can build on their real aspirations. School always seemed to me like something that hindered me from accomplishing what I wanted to. When I am in school I cannot dedicate my time to programming or computers. It is when I am free that my aspirations truly grow, and I take on projects. I definitely need to go to college to build upon my passion. I could care a less about videogames in the summer times. When I get into the swing of it, I cant stop programming, its all I can think about.

I got to go to church last night, first time in a long time my mother has allowed me to do so. Well anyways, I have to cut this short, I need to take a not so well earned nap then I need to study for my finals so I can pass my stinking classes and assemble my notebook.

~ Syntax